laraku....

since the day, i always try hard to forget everything that hurt me, but i cant....
i think i'll be crazy... i'll be mad.. if i cant stop remember at all....

love is blind... yes, it is...
i know yu felt the same...
i know it hurt me, it hurt yu too..
i know i love yu, yu loved me too..
yes, i know yu so well.....


yu were with me for so long.. i never thoght yu were leave me with yur way.... very bad way....
but yu have something up sleeve... yes, everyone has a secret.. yu deserve it...
the day yu far away, was the saddest of my life..
i remember the worst nite, i was going home, and crying all nite... one, two, three days i was crying and product 3 galoons of tears...

i wish yu were here ro wipe my tears.... hhhmmmmm... how foolish i am.. cuz i know yu won't.. SO, i'm trying to be Fine just for yu...  JUST FOR YU... 

something wishper, and trying to cheers me up and said everything is gonna be oke.. yah sudahlah...
i know i'm not perfect... i never will be... but i hope yu proud of me, yu had to let go.. althought yu have been with me so long...

yu know, there is no a day i dont think of yu... now, yu are gone. all i know is i miss yu...
i always hope something impossible, in my pray, i never stop to wish a miracle..
to want yu back, is not a good idea.. i dont wanna fall into the same hole.. fall and fall again...
now, its 3 weeks we are separate, i just want yu to know that, i'm still the same but our relationship is not the same anymore..

let me save my love for yu.... to save huge love that yu've given to me.... but i'm glad to say goodbyee for yur best... foe yur best....
lets move on...

wassalam...

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